Reality star Kerry Katona has admitted she has been suicidal and can't believe she's made it to her 30th
Now magazine reports today that the cocaine addict and mother of four, said that turning 30 last month was amazing as she was she wanted to take her life this time last year.
Katona said:
"I never thought I'd make it to 30. I thought I'd end up being a down-an-out or doing something stupid.Last year I didn't do anything at all on my birthday; it wasn't long after the drugs scandal. It was getting worse and worse. I thought, I'm better off dead."The newly single mum seems to be a lot better these days and has started a friendship with ex-husband Brian McFadden.
